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I am a mother of 5 living in a house that is falling apart. it is a section 8 house that the land lord will not repair. i went to court over a year ago and they stopped payment of his rent and gave me a moving transfer which is about to run out.i have not found a new place to move yet. i work 2 part time jobs and my husband cant find work . if i dont have 2000 dollars by aug 20th i will end up in a shelter with all my kids. we live in queens ny and the shelters here are crime filled and i am really scared . i am 40 years old and am starting to wish i was dead cause than they would at least get money from life insurance . i feel so useless that i cant even give my kids a safe home. i have no kitchen sink there is sever water damage to the ceiling which is about to fall. the whole house is terrible. i have no family that can help me. when i come home from work i just want to cry. i wish that there was a guardian angel out there some where to help my family. but that is fantasy not reality. so if any one knows something i  can do please let me know